Wow.
A lot has gone one in the last few weeks of my life. I've been away for two weeks doing lifeguard training and then orientation for a Christian camp called Pine Cove that I will be working at in Tyler, TX. The first week I was there I felt so overwhelmed with all the new people that I had never met before learning camp cheers, other crazy camp things, and re-learning lifeguarding techniques, which brought to my attention how old I am getting.
The last time I lifeguarded was my last summer in high school and it was my third year to do it, which is also the last year my certification was good for. Three years of high school and four years of college = SEVEN YEARS?!! since I was first certified. Most of the people in this class were 19ish and here I am almost 23 saying "yeah, the last time I got certified in this stuff was 7 years ago" I stopped myself in shock of how long ago that sounded to me and how much older it made me feel compared to these new LG students.
With that said I think I have met some of the coolest people yet in those past two weeks and highly look forward to working and spending time with each and everyone of them July-August. It was also interesting on getting re-certified by two of the wives of two of the Pine Cove directors. Both are wives and both are mothers of three. Not interesting as in "oh, their moms so they'll be easy on us" more of interesting as in they taught from the view point of parents so they will emphasize more on the importance of child safety and situations that we will come into contact with. The camps of Pine Cove are overnight weekly camps that kids go to and also family camps. So we deal with parents with their kids and kids that don't have parents to watch them. I don't know if I am explaining this well or not but basically I'm just trying to say it was good to get their view point as parents because I feel as though they were able to teach the course better than someone that was just trained in this stuff and hadn't experience the feelings or emotions as a parent that have been in those situations.
It's sort or like an educated doctor with no family teaching students how to be a pediatrician compared to an educated doctor that is a parent teaching students how to be pediatricians. Get my drift?
Anyways, I really enjoyed being in such an encouraging environment with such caring and meaningful Christ centered women. They are so great and I love them dearly.
At the beginning of the first week I was NOT feeling the environment and how happy everyone seemed all the time. That sounds so stupid now but it was definitely how I was feeling at the time. I would think to myself "If I have to smile or fake laugh one more time I am going to smack someone and tell them that not everything about life is so happy happy joy joy!" this was probably mainly due to the fact that I didn't know anyone very well and there for didn't feel like I was in my place yet. I always seem to do that when there are several hundred people I don't know and no one I do know (which I can only imagine is normal anyways) and then later find myself to open up after I've gone through the basic start up convo.
I don't know how many times I heard someone say "oh! you go to _(name of school)_? do you know_(insert name)_?" "oh yeah I do! okay yeah! huh, that is so cool! that's so funny! so how do you know them?" I don't blame them. It's only natural, and I also acted in these conversations. I just find it interesting the process of start up conversations and in how people try to relate themselves to each other. It fascinates me actually and I also find it hysterical.
There is so much that I want to say that happened in the last two weeks but this post would end up way too long and my attention span is not long enough to write it all at once. So, I'll have to write more on it at a later time.
I do want to say however, that I have grown so much closer to Christ being in such a Christ centered community for just two weeks than I feel like I have in a long time and it just shows how important the type of people we surround ourselves with to keep our lives focused on God. I hope to give off that same feeling when someone spends time with me. That they will become more Christ like by God using me as an environment that they can surround themselves in to come closer to him.